well life in general is... aaallllllrrrrrr....suuuuuc...uhhh. ok.
=w= i'mma start jogging again soon because i've noticed that i have gained a tid-bit of weight. [ihaveabellyformingorz] so i have scheduled to jog on the weekends and tues and thurs mornings. why those days? WELL I'LL TELL YOU! i got nothing to do on the weekends and on tues and thurs my classes don't start at 9am [likeonmonwed&fri] they start at like 11:30am, almost noon. so i need time to arise from my death state and put some clothes on that wouldn't make it look like one of those half nakid skeletons i see on a regular basis and to cover my fat ass. run a mile if i don't die first from lack of oxygen, and/or drag or be carried home if i do die somewhere out there and i call my brother to carry my fat ass home. take a shower, so i don't smell like i just rose from my grave i call a bed. and yes, my grave is quite comfy. then redress... hmm maybe i'll just sleep in the clothes i'mma jog in. probably make my morning easier. [andbeabletohaveabitmoresleep] my mother also asked if she can accompany me in my epic journey to the land of healthiness, even if it would just be a few weeks of being in that land. i'll tell her i'll be going out to jog but i already know how that's gonna roll.

Fi: ok mom you ready? let's get going.
Mom: hmmm welll... i can't find my running pants.
Fi: there right there -points-
Mom: .. but i haven't eaten breakfast.
Fi: you'll probably throw it up somehow anyways. plus it can be you Motivation~ -gheyhandgesture-
Mom: but i feel gross i need a shower.
Fi: ... you don't feel like running do you?
Mom: ... how about tomorrow?

idk whether to laugh at how cute and innocent she sounds or to just be a little upset that it's ALWAYS tomorrow. bah -flails arms- lets see what else..
oh! i rearranged my room. just because... i was bored and i'm one of those ppl that will move framed pictures on the walls to see if it would make life a bit more interesting. i needed a change. [butnowmycomputerisfartherawayfromthewirl essorz] but at least my desk is farther away from nosy on lookers -coughsiblingyouknowwhoyouarecough- plus i kinda like the fact that when i come home and walk into my room my bed is freaking RIGHT THERE for my undeniable pleasure to just throw myself onto it and just roll around as i please. not only that but i have sources of music on EITHER SIDE OF MY ROOM, say for example i just walk in and i feel like i need something to break the dead silence, i STRIKE IT and pound it into a zombie and hit play on my Zune dock. but if i was on my computer on the opposite side on my room just enjoying my procrastination efforts i can hit the Zune button i have conveniently placed onto my desktop and hit that shit up. my room is still a mess from moving it around. but not as bad as it was before. because i have a bf that visited me and tidied it up and is made of win, btw ilu<3