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Journal Entry: Fri Nov 6, 2009, 2:08 AM


finally gonna update it for real
yep i'm totally not distracted and i'mma do this
gonna let you know what's happening...

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do i really hav-brick'd-


OK READY!


[warning:MIGHThavesomerantingandlostofmeactinglik eaeff'nretard]





::LIFE::

well life in general is... aaallllllrrrrrr....suuuuuc...uhhh. ok.
=w= i'mma start jogging again soon because i've noticed that i have gained a tid-bit of weight. [ihaveabellyformingorz] so i have scheduled to jog on the weekends and tues and thurs mornings. why those days? WELL I'LL TELL YOU! i got nothing to do on the weekends and on tues and thurs my classes don't start at 9am :| [likeonmonwed&fri] they start at like 11:30am, almost noon. so i need time to arise from my death state and put some clothes on that wouldn't make it look like one of those half nakid skeletons i see on a regular basis and to cover my fat ass. run a mile if i don't die first from lack of oxygen, and/or drag or be carried home if i do die somewhere out there and i call my brother to carry my fat ass home. take a shower, so i don't smell like i just rose from my grave i call a bed. and yes, my grave is quite comfy. then redress... hmm maybe i'll just sleep in the clothes i'mma jog in. probably make my morning easier. [andbeabletohaveabitmoresleep] my mother also asked if she can accompany me in my epic journey to the land of healthiness, even if it would just be a few weeks of being in that land. i'll tell her i'll be going out to jog but i already know how that's gonna roll.

Fi: ok mom you ready? let's get going.
Mom: hmmm welll... i can't find my running pants.
Fi: there right there -points-
Mom: .. but i haven't eaten breakfast.
Fi: you'll probably throw it up somehow anyways. plus it can be you Motivation~ -gheyhandgesture-
Mom: but i feel gross i need a shower.
Fi: ... :| you don't feel like running do you?
Mom: ... how about tomorrow?

idk whether to laugh at how cute and innocent she sounds or to just be a little upset that it's ALWAYS tomorrow. bah -flails arms- lets see what else..
oh! i rearranged my room. just because... i was bored and i'm one of those ppl that will move framed pictures on the walls to see if it would make life a bit more interesting. i needed a change. [butnowmycomputerisfartherawayfromthewirl essorz] but at least my desk is farther away from nosy on lookers -coughsiblingyouknowwhoyouarecough- plus i kinda like the fact that when i come home and walk into my room my bed is freaking RIGHT THERE for my undeniable pleasure to just throw myself onto it and just roll around as i please. not only that but i have sources of music on EITHER SIDE OF MY ROOM, say for example i just walk in and i feel like i need something to break the dead silence, i STRIKE IT and pound it into a zombie and hit play on my Zune dock. but if i was on my computer on the opposite side on my room just enjoying my procrastination efforts i can hit the Zune button i have conveniently placed onto my desktop and hit that shit up. my room is still a mess from moving it around. but not as bad as it was before. because i have a bf that visited me and tidied it up and is made of win, btw ilu<3

Extra Stuff



::SIGNIFICANT EVENTS::

well as you all know last weekend was flipp'n Halloween. and i was really down about it because i thought i would be working all that week. so i was not a freaking happy camper. cuz Oni-con was going on and my 4yrs anniversary with my bf was Halloween. so avoiding the action on pulling out my hair and throwing objects at small children i accepted it and went on with my life. BUT, BUT BUT BUT. i FINALLY freaking found out that on Halloween i was working the Morning shift and not the evening [likeialwaysdoOTL] so as you may not hear the angels coming down and a random light raining on my face and some akward music playing, JUST IMAGINE IT FOR ME FOR A SEC -shakes you-. so amazing bf drives his butt from his college and we plan a date <3 it was amazing. the night was sexy, he was sexy, hell even the food could be called sexy, it was that freaking good. but i'll give you details, if you don't really care then you can skip it, it's not all that lovey-dovey so don't expect a scene from the Notebook or something... i hate chick flicks.



:: DATE::

well, he told me to get ready at a certain time yaddayadda. and of course i'm like. ready way before the indicated time. i wear something dressy and that every guy turned his head, could be they thought i was hot or that they thought i was some crazy FEMALE ICON -brick'd- anywho~ we went to this nice restaurant and i had chicken soup[hadafancynameforitbutiforgot], Pasta Julia, and for dessert WHICH I WILL NEVER FORGET IN MY WHOLE FREAKING LIFE [iatleastthinkaboutitonceaday;;] was a fruit tart [anotherfancynameidon'tremember] with whipped cream, it was so yummy i was reluctant to offer some to my bf OTL STFUIKNOWIMMAFATTY D< so after that we had the epic adventure going to find a place to park cuz i always wanted to walk around downtown. funny that we ran into our close friends! LOL we exchanged greetings, hugged, chatted, told them they were in the wrong hotel for the con LOL. but anyways yay for Halloween there were families out and about in costume wandering around like lil shadows that are created by a small candle flame. so we walked around the park, had a few laughs like old times before we dated; we walked hand in hand while looking at children at play, and at the edge of the park we kissed... -FLIPSTABLE- ICAN'TSAYTHATWITHASTRAGHTFACESRRY -SHAKES YOU- YOU GET THE JEST OF IT RIGHT? RIGHT? OK. NOW THE DUTY OF of getting OUT of downtown. ROFL, no we didn't get lost but should should have, with his crap luck and my good luck turning to shit lately. he went to this one part of his neighborhood and just like, floored it LOL just to see how fast the car can go~ not gonna say what time and where, dun want to get anyone in trouble. <w< after that we went back to my house, he wanted to go start gazing but. I WOKE UP EARLY, WORKED, AND THEN BEEN EVERYWHERE WITH HIM so i was only a LITTLE tired. plus i grew tired of the mini dress i was wearing all day and i had to pull down every so often to cover my ass. finally home and changed~<3 and i didn't care how much my bf wanted me to keep wearing it >D but eventually i fell asleep LOL and he tidied up my room c:
THE END

for the date portion at least, now i'll tell you. that weekend was a very GOOD weekend as well as a very SHITTY one. i have already conveniently told you the good part of it. so for warned. the shitty part, it's all so shitty. at least the way i will present it to you. but you can skip over it if you want.



::WORK::

WELL, HM. HOW TO SAY IT W/O PPL FEELING SORRY FOR ME.
i got laid off. -FLIPSTABLE-
but like i said, it wasn't all like they were raging on me. actually...

Manager: oh hey, before you leave today, i need to tell you something...
Fi: hm? what is it?
Manager: ... let's talk about it in the back.
Fi: .. y-you're firing me..?
Manager: .... i didn't want to....

my manager was really sad to and didn' want to. but the Steve's [ourboss] ordered him to give the command to fire. yeah, sure i was sad, i kept my head down so he couldn't see the tears emerging from my eyes sad. but i spoke calmly, telling him he didn't have to be sorry while i even laughed to put him at ease. but he still kept apologizing, kept saying how he didn't want me to go, kept saying that how great a person i was, and kept hugging me... it was really sad for the both of us, but i could always visit.. just would be awhile till i do... heh, my manager is a sweet guy.. really. he said that i'm welcome to just hang out and that i'll always have my employee discount.. man i love that man. [ifbfisreadingthisit'snothatkindoflovedon'tkillhimplease;;] but of course i went home. sad that i now have no job, pissed that the Steves made him do that, and upset that now i'm going have to tell my family i'm jobless.
so now i'm job hunting with my younger brother. WHO VERY MUCH NEEDS TO GET HIS ASS IN GEAR AND WORK IN A WORKING ENVIRONMENT AND I HOPE HE'S READING THIS, THATS RIGHT. YOU RIGHT THERE -POINTS VIGOROUSLY- anywho, yeah, i'll let you know when new info comes to light.



::EFFORTS::

WELLLLL i'm applying to go to an Art Institute. i'm to flipp'n lazy to get into that. -shoves it to the side-
but i am going to need a great deal amount of money to go there and STAY there... FMLLLLLLLLLLLLLL and i lost my job. -KNOCKSSHITOVER- just not my YEAR. FUUUUUUUUUUUUC----


sooo yeah... long journal is long. sorry about that. can you believe that all this happened in not even a week? -SHAKES YOU- CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? can't believe you wasted you time and life on my journal....

thank you though.








::EDIT::
wanna to try a journal skin for once c: thank you kjherstin <33



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:iconstudydoo:
ur characters makona ive seen her in iscribble

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i like chocolat :P
:iconkawaiifi:
i don't draw her as much anymore OTL

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Don't do drugs!
"You know who the critics are? The men who have failed in literature and art." -Benjamin Disraeli
:iconstudydoo:
oh lasthe last time i saw her was on iscribble about a year ago

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i like chocolat :P
:iconkawaiifi:
i don't think i drew her THAT long ago;; i started really drawing her around when Ike came and final smashed everything.

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:iconstudydoo:
ah yes long time tho

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i like chocolat :P
:iconblackwingedprotector:
you my dear have just been tagged
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lol

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I'm such a YAOI freakXD :heart: :heart:

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:iconkawaiifi:
l|l|lOTL

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Don't do drugs!
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:iconblackwingedprotector:
lol

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I'm such a YAOI freakXD :heart: :heart:

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visit my manga if you dare at

[link] -gonna change style ^^'
:iconkawaiifi:
AND I'M THE FIRST ONE LISTED??

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